Friday, April 10, 2009

CACOPHONY




Is there someone much like me:


Synapses electrically askew;


an underdeveloped amygdala and

rapid cycling moods. No balance.


I wonder if those voices I hear


are familiar to another too.


Not commands or suggestions..


a cacophony that my head can't turn off.


Several at once - sometimes I strain


to discern the conversation. It's always inane


but disturbing because I know it involves me.


I'm not on mescaline, LSD or even paranoid...


Perhaps the hippie drugs would clarify the whole thing.




I have lost hope in being understood


When my behavior is erratic, it's because


I'm bipolar.


Did you know this greatly compromises your credibility?

1 comment:

  1. Powerful writing Michelle. Thanks for your transparency.

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